okay i know this is only my second post. and i know that i've been such a lazy ass for not writing (or in this case, typing) here for like, i don't know, 3 weeks? god, i am a friggin lazy ass. right. it has been 6 months now, since i left school. it has been, well, overall, pretty much like a roller coaster ride. but since when is life not one, right?
i spent these past six months hanging out with my friends, throwing gatherings, attending interviews, and well, being extremely impatient to start college life. however, now that college life is near, i'm not so sure about being impatient.
it's probably because my closest friends are leaving. ahead of me, without me. they are starting their new chapter, in matriks, starting today (well it is 19 minutes past midnight). really, in times like these, memories just flash through your mind, like an unstoppable film. i looked at the pictures of my friends and i, and i felt happy, sad, excited, unaccomplished, satisfaction and lonely. and at the same time, i feel some sort of regret, for taking their existence for granted, for not treating them any better, or at times, for pushing some of them away. hahah, talk about what goodbyes are capable of.
but anyhow, my friends, especially my good friends, have been great. they've been with me throughout my roller coaster ride, gave me uncountable good laughs, provided me with support, and most of all, they made me feel belonged. so friends, thank you. all of you have made me an awesome memory, that i will forever cherish. i wish you all the very best of the best of luck, and i know, that in time, we will meet again, but until then, have the time of your life, and oh, don't ever, ever, forget me :)
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