Friday, 28 November 2008

just bite me already!




a review of the movie twilight from eric with no k.

i just had to post this.

watch 8:26 onwards;

"let me know what you think of the fact that i'm a guy that loves twilight.
i know a lot of people think that that's funny but it's true."
hilarious. haha.

honestly eric with no k, i think it is extremely adorable :)

Wednesday, 19 November 2008

i like navid.

hello there peers of all kind, living or non living. i haven't been updating, apparently exam is not over yet, what a surprise. i have chem mcq in approximately 4 hours (god help me pls!).
i'll have to sit for physics on friday and this miserable period of my life will. be. OVER. 
i can't wait!

& apparently, i am now eighteen years. and two days old. i know, i know, i can't be seventeen forever :(

will update on penang & everything else later. keep reading!

Saturday, 8 November 2008

a groovy kind of way.

am currently in penang peeps! lovelovelovelove it here.
i needed this more than i thought. i am so glad that i have yan & lau here with me.
will update on the trip later.
have a nice weekend everyone!
toodles :)

Monday, 3 November 2008

know your names.

everybody is so miserable right now. i wish i could say that i am the exact opposite, but unfortunately i am feeling as miserable as they are too. who could blame us, with the endless tests and exams and whatnots. bad management does not make matters any easier either. 
  1. sat critical reasoning
  2. sat subject test - physics, chem & math
  3. AS physics - practical, theory & mcq
  4. AS chemistry - practical, theory & mcq
  5. toefl 
  6. ielts
all of that in the course of 2 months? four different major examinations. bwahaha. & i am so pissed that i still have to sit for toefl. 
i just found out that petronas is planning to place all the geophysics students in one university. i hope it is nothing like utah or some crappy place like that, because honestly, i did not work my ass off to live in some horrible shabby perkampungan. what more for four freaking years. 

so to all my currently miserable friends,
break your legs peeps. if we can get through this, then we can get through just about anything yeke? haha, let's pretend that it is true okay.
i know the temptation to call it quits is currently at its peak, but hey bila lagi nak macam ni? this is once in a lifetime. there are people would kill to be where we are right now i think i have came across a few bwahaha, okay screw that i'm just trying to make myself feel better, so lets do them justice by making the best of what we have. 9 months to go; keep that in mind!

i can't wait for the year to be over.
bubbye now.

Saturday, 1 November 2008

can i be the girl behind the red door?

i just finished watching 90210 & i think that navid is the sweetest thing.



watch from 3:06 onwards.

he was really cute when he took out all the "supplies" from his bag haha. the colour pencils and book thing was really adorable too. and the toner part was hilarious. awwwwwwh :) dixon was kinda adorable too, for taking care of silver and everything. but navid was really awesome! (not as awesome as chuck or dan, but still awesome) 

i just realised that i like to watch all those homemade videos on youtube, especially those on brucas. well yeah, they are now long gone but i love them just the same. 


few of many great brucas moments.
lovelove 1:36 - 1:40. haha.

& i simply adore the dollhouse. i wish i had one too.

Thursday, 30 October 2008

knowing i'd be better off instead.

"ianya satu keajaiban yang saya belum menangis bergolek-golek di atas lantai."

pressure's up high and i wish i could cut it with a knife.
but of course i can't. 
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

this one is for the soul.

if there is one thing that can make me as happy as writing or baking, it would be curling up in bed with a cup of hot cocoa (or green tea, haha) and a good book. 
yes, i love to read, more than a lot of other things under the sun. i used to be able to spare a lot of time for reading back when i was in school but these days it seems so hard to even spend an hour on it. 
too bad eh? i really can't wait for the exam commotion (haha, commotion pls) to be over so that i can relive those happy ulat buku days.
i've compiled a list of books that i planned to read, hopefully i will be able to cross off most of them by the end of the year :)

the booklist;
  1. breakfast at tiffany's - truman capote
  2. the wind in the willows - kenneth grahame
  3. the bell jar - sylvia plath
  4. to kill a mockingbird - harper lee
  5. olivia - dorothy strachey
  6. the adventures of huckleberry finn - mark twain
  7. jane eyre - charlotte bronte
  8. nights in rodanthe - nicholas sparks
  9. the lucky one - nicholas sparks
  10. the time traveler's wife - audrey niffenegger
  11. handbags and gladrags - sally worboyes
  12. the folklore of discworld - terry pratchett & jacqueline simpson
  13. making money - terry pratchet
  14. the complete work of jane austen - this, i can't wait! i saw the edition in kinokuniya a few weeks back and i am going to make sure that yours truly will own a copy sooon :)
i am also planning to enter the mph search for malaysian writers, saw this banner at dira's blog. (okay i'll link that later haha, buta it, sorry) and i already have the storyline in my head.
hopefully, by doing that, i will get to retrieve a piece of my old self :)
can't wait to start writing! 

yeah okay

rasa mcm bodoh.
& immature.
okay bye.

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

two thousand four.

I want the things that I had before 
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door 
I wish I could count to ten 
& make everything be wonderful again. 

university application is being a bitch.
& everything is all over the place.
i'm seriously screwed up lah.

i miss high school, so so so so bad.

sedihnya :(

Tuesday, 14 October 2008

because i'm fragile.

i guess i haven't been posting a real post in a while. nothing much worth of a real post has happened either, haha. 
raya is already about halfway over, i didn't do much of beraya-ing anyway. visited a few, okay, very, very few relatives and took some pictures here and there, but that's about it. collection of duit raya isn't good either, since i didn't do much visiting. but nevermind that, who knows, raya in the states might be a lot more fun than i thought (okay praying hard).
aeisyah and chubs are already back in egypt. chubs flew back on the 6th while aeisyah left last saturday. rindu korang.
i got the chance to celebrate aeisyah's birthday with her (& idzham) on the 8th. we celebrated my awesome fantabulous friend's legal age birthday at the apartment. she sure got a lot of 'presents' this year, kan sya? well darling, i'm happy for you :) be good and take care of yourself in the land of pyramids. jgn lupa pray for me!

i have AS coming in less than 10 days.
&
i should be leaving in 10 months.
note that i said should though okay.
please pray for me, thank you.

now, i have to go back to being a nerd.
toodles!
 

Saturday, 11 October 2008

buckle up behind.

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
Aeisyah. 

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Sleeeeping and turning off the alarm for the gzillionth time.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Showering.

4. What happened to you in 2006?
SPM, graduated from secondary school.

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
Oh eela tido?

6. What color is your hairbrush?
I have a lot of them, so um, red, wood colour?, blue, purple entah ape lagi.

7. What was the last thing you paid for?
Toll fare haha.

8. What’s the weather like today?
Wet & cold. not good for my lungs haha.

9. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
Something with caramel, definitely :)

10. What excites you?
Whatever it is that makes me happy. haha taktau?

11. Do you want to cut your hair?
Not really.

12. Are you over the age of 25?
Do i look 25? *snorts* haha nope, i'm not even legal yet.

13. Do you talk a lot?
When i feel like it, yes.

14. Do you watch the O.C ?
A little.

15. Do you know anyone named Steven?
No.

16. Are you a jealous person?
That depends? I don't really know myself.

17. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘ A ‘?
Aeisyah.

18. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘ K ‘?
nak Kashfi jugakla. hehe.

19. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
Izyan.

20. What does the last text message your received say?
Yan's home address.

21. What was the last thing you ate?
Either egg tart or biskut raya. 

22. Will you get married in the future?
God willing :)

23. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
I haven't been watching any. Okay i did, but it wasn't the best so it doesn't count la okay?

24. Is there anyone you like right now?
Define like. haha okay that is so chuck. poyo gile amy. okay. no, there isn't anyone that i like right now.
okay, i feel abnormal. haha.

25. Are you currently depressed?
hehehehehe.

26. Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?
Yes.

27. What’s your main ringtone on your phone?
There is - boxcar racer.

28. What should you be doing right now?
Studying baby!

29. Why did you answer and post this?
because Aeisyah tagged me, & i miss her loadsssss :(

30. Tag 5 people who would do this survey
Yan, Lau, Syamil.whomever else who wants to do it.

Good day then, peeeps!

Sunday, 5 October 2008

hey, i miss you.


well, it's just a thought.

just a thought.

Thursday, 18 September 2008

chuck it in!

hey peeeeps! i'm turning my last post into a tag (yay more tags for you people to do, isn't it exciting?)

so i tag these people:
  1. jo
  2. dira
  3. aeisyah
  4. yan
  5. kathleen
  6. syamil
  7. & if you read my last post and found yourself wanting to do the tag, then please do so :)
pick a character from tv shows or movies that you like and explain why you like that particular character.

i still love my chuck :D
enjoy yourselves!

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

ohmychuck!

okay so i was helping my mum in the kitchen and suddenly chuck bass came into my mind. 
despite the fact that some people think that chuck; or charles as lily would classily say it isn't his name cute? it's like, charles; is a complete ass, i seriously, seriously adore chuck :)

so why do people like me love chuck? 

first of all, he has an amusing yet dainty fashion sense, period. his clothes are always abounding with colors and he puts on wicked stuff on himself. much of a daring fashionista, i have to say.
i mean, who would wear this for a one on one basketball match with the bff?

notice those tiny crowns on his sleeveless top? it's just beyond.

okay, so the outer layer of his attire showcase no extravaganza details. but it is definitely not plain haha.  just look at the colour combination. yellow and purple? talk about contradiction haha. plus he balances the whole just-colour-no-patterns style of his with the checkered shirt. this would definitely look tremendously wrong on anybody. anybody, that is, except chuck :D

he once said;
"don't mock the scarf nathaniel, it's my signature"
teeheehee.

alright now, enough with chuck's fashion sense, another reason why i love him is the fact that he cares about his friends. sure, he can be annoying and flirtatious (& taktau malu when it comes to sleeping around haha) but he would do anything within his power to help his friends.

"look, i care about three things nathaniel; money, the pleasure money brings me and you." 

he cares about nate a lot, obviously. yeah, sure, he slept with blair, but then he does love blair and he has done so much more for nate la ok? remember this one time when their senior came by for a visit? i don't remember his name, benzay or something? (ikut suka je kan letak nama) i don't really remember what happened either hehe, but i think this senior of theirs took nate out to gamble or something like that, and he sort of trapped nate into paying for his loss. chuck, being a brilliant friend as he is, came just right in time to save nate. 
and that's not all that he's done for nate. in the latest season he actually sold off victrola so that he could loan the money to the archibalds, as they are facing severe financial problems. he didn't even tell nate, i guess he suspected that it would scratch nate's ego see how much he cares about nate? curse nathaniel for not being able to see how much chuck cares about him. and the way he calls nate nathaniel sometimes is so friggin comel.

he helped serena too when she got into trouble with georgina (or as chuck would say it, whore-gina, chuck is just hilarious!) he even lied to dan for serena's sake, which is not good, i know, but it proves the extend that chuck would go to help and protect his friends.

apart from all that, chuck is also surprisingly very romantic! the best man speech that he gave on his father's wedding was awesome. I quote Chuck Bass;

"In the face of true love you don't just give up, even if the object of your affection is begging you to"
 mind you that he said that while looking at blair straight in the eye. hotness alert!

my favorite act of his in his conquest to court blair is when he gave blair a necklace on her 17th birthday. that was really the sweetest thing to do. and it was just so overwhelming to see chuck crumble (okay just a little okay, just a little) when blair asked him if he liked her. he didn't say yes, of course, he is a subtle person afterall (i think he is subtle?) but he did ask blair to define like and i think that summed it all :)

the fact that he is oh so very much into blair also makes him more adorable than ever. yes, he asked her to go to tuscany and stood her up and everything but he tried to make up for it. and sure he couldn't put his love for blair in words butbutbut then again, he did tell nate that he loved her, and actions speak louder than words. if he didn't love her, he wouldn't have attempted to stop blair from leaving the white party (was it the white party? i forgot hehe) with milord. or left the table during that small tea party thing when he saw blair's heart shaped pin on milord's sweater (he was frustrated and jealous, obviously, doesn't that just scream I LOVE YOU blair?)

last but definitely not least,
the ultimate reason why i love chuck is simply because, well,

HE IS CHUCK BASS.

who else can give "i'm chuck bass" as a reason and get away with it?

i love you chuck!

all photos are taken from basswaldorf's flickr, blairandchuck.com & gg-media.org. no violation of copyright intended.

Sunday, 31 August 2008

with doughnuts on the side.

i'm overcommitting myself
i guess this is growing up
i'm sleeping so little these days
i guess this is growing up
i'm feeling things are about to change
i guess this is growing up
i'm growing up

-coffee break; forever the sickest kids

oh well, it's about time that i bring this blog back to life, for the hundredth time. really, this blog isn't adventitious at all, i should change its name. 
i have uncountable thoughts to lay down in here, but i don't really know how to put them into words. 
hah. things haven't been going as great lately. sometimes i even feel as though i am the lead actress in the series of unfortunate events. honestly
nonetheless, malam kebudayaan melayu is over. at the very least life would be more or less mundane again. yeah, mundane sounds good now; no surprises, no worries, and i would know what to expect. and more sleeeeeep to get rid of these panda eyes. i'll post something about mkm later i guess. my mood is way off for that now.
i should be revising further math now. ohhhhhh bummer. ugh.
i seriously hate it when people come barging into my room without knocking. it's rude lah okay?
until next time then. toodles.

how i wish that you care for me as i do for you. sigh.

Saturday, 9 August 2008

little hearts.


heartbreaks are like footprints in the sand,
and time;
just like the sea, will wash them away.

i'm just hoping for better times to come :)

Saturday, 2 August 2008

i want to smile bcs i deserve to.


adam si gemok!

this blog has been left in abandonment state for quite a while. sorry bloggie! anyhow i'm back now, and eager to torture the keyboard.
so where do i start? it's august already! my result is coming out in more or less 10 days, takut gila omg. please pray for me okay people, i need all the luck i can get.
well, so many things happened in july. farouq's birthday was a blast, i got to try my hand on archery and at the same time found out that if i ever want to be like susan, i should make myself a prisoner of the archery centre haha. 
i got myself new juniors too. i haven't really got the chance to get to know them, with the mkm thing and what not. i'm not in the place to judge so i'll let time do that for me. 
and the mkm thing. oh geeez. talk about hectic! i feeel like mkm is everything i talk about these days. my time is always occupied by the endless meetings and mkm work. not to mention getting nagged by the advisor. as much fun as it is, it can be hideously stressful, and being stressed out sucks :)
though, in the midst of the knick knacks and everything else, i still managed to spend some time with them egyptians. they came back earlier in july, so i've been spending most of my weekends with them, aeisyah especially. aeisyah even came to KDU to watch me and them guys perform for an mkm promotional event last tuesday; thanks love, that meant a lot :))
& taraaaa, friday night came! had a small get together at aeisyah's place with them mookies finalllly! i arrived way at aeisyah's place way earlier than everyone else mwahaha that's all i do these days kan aeisyah wakaka, had our usual chitchat and played with adam while waiting for others. 
we cooked up a storm for dinner heehee; fish cocktails, potatoes with herbs, prawn salad, toasted bread with cheese; kak inda even made us purple drinks, the colour was so pretty!

we ate in the backyard, it was so good having all of the mookies around, it reminded me of the good old days. awh how i miss those times.

we had a karaoke/dancing session after dinner, dira, i never knew you had that hidden dancing talent babe wakaka, and commemorated the night by none other than snapping pictures.





it's true what people say; time flies when you're having fun. before we knew it, it was almost midnight. dira, jo & chubs headed home, while i stayed over at aeisyah's. 
all in all, friday night was hellllllagood! aeisyah & chubs, i'm so going to miss korang to bleeding death omg, pls la tak payah balik :(


i so looooooooooooove this.
remind to keep you guys for the rest of my life, yeah?

Monday, 28 July 2008

there is perfection in every flaw.

i haven't been updating, yes, i know. 
but i will. sooooooooon.
i promise :)

please drop by to read still!

Sunday, 6 July 2008

how to hail a cab; part one.

More than a year ago, I was jumping with excitement and relief to have found out that I have been selected as a Petronas sponsored student. I was actually digging my mom’s wardrobe for baju kurung a few hours before because I was supposed to leave for Johor Matriculation the following week. I dreaded the idea of being a matriculation student so I was ecstatic beyond belief that I got chosen. 

The registration day was full of excitement. From finding out that there are actually only 5 girls among the scholars to checking out the house that I am currently living in, there was always something that would trigger the adrenaline.

And then there was the first week of college. I can just about choke with laughter when I remember the horror on our faces when we were told on our first day that we would all be organizing the Malam Kebudayaan Melayu. And that we had to find the money, which was in the 5 digit range, to pull the event off with success. We had the outline of the event ready within 3 days of college. Like, whaaaat?

Organizing that particular event definitely took much of hard work and patience. But in some ways, I’m glad that we had to do it because we wouldn’t be as close as we are right now if it wasn’t for MKM. Countless nights were spent with discussions on the event and scratching our heads while trying to figure out how to get the ka-ching rolling in. There were times when we wanted to give up, but I am proud to say now that we made it through anyway, despite all the hardships that we had to face.

Living with them college mates has been a whole bunch of fun; from cooking together to having game nights and gossiping sessions, all have been anything but dull. It is like trying to hail a cab; we never know what to expect. How far do we have to walk before we can find a cab? Will the driver send us to our destination? What will the driver be like? Is he going to listen to Tamil songs? Will his car smell like ammonia? And how much will he charge today?

Our destination remains the same, but the charges are often different without doubt. It is much the same with how our surroundings change everyday too. It might have been clear traffic yesterday; hence the low cab charge, but today could be a totally different story. Weird analogy? You wouldn’t think so if you were me haha. Alright maybe it is a wee bit weird heheh.

I have learned quite a number of lessons after a year and a bit more of being a college student. Writing them down would result in a very, very long list, but one of the most important lessons that I have learned is tolerance. Living with people coming from different backgrounds, I’d be lying if I say that they have never done anything that contradicted with what I believe in or how I live my life. However, I am glad that instead of arguing our asses off, we try to compromise with each other. It takes a lot to compromise, really, having used to living our lives the way our upbringing told us to, so I think we deserve as much of a round of applause, don’t you think? Hehe. 

14th June 2008. First anniversary; with Tasya & Hakim at Titiwangsa.

I really, really hope that this year, all the bad things that have occurred will be amended, and that the good things will remain in good condition.

I definitely am going to miss this period of my life.

So, is there a particular way to hail a cab? Well, I have no idea myself :)

Monday, 30 June 2008

have you looked inside your heart?


Okay, I’m not going to do any fancy/fussy introduction teehee.

The post on Soaring the Eagle is finally here baby! 

Alright, so on the first day, all the participants gathered at KLCC to take the bus to Agrotech Resort Hulu Langat. All the KDU scholars were present, and so were those from Taylor’s, KMB and UTP. The scholars from Sunway College had to take the bus on the next day, due to their graduation ball, I think.

The first day was spent, well, by doing nothing much actually. We arrived, complained a lot on how hot it was and decided to take a dip in the sungai nearby. The water was chilly and refreshing, and the dip was definitely a fun one. We had to attend a short *snorts* briefing after dinner and swayed the night away by playing Chi Ku Pang and charades. 

inside the bus; on the way to Hulu Langat. I think we were all extremely noisy haha.
buat macam bus sendiri ye, kawan-kawan :D

Classes started on the second day. All participants were divided into groups (about 4 or 5 groups, if I’m not mistaken); the overseas bound students are combined in one huge group of about thirty eight people. The group of 38 was then divided into four smaller groups named Sprinta, Syntium, Mach 5 and Primax. I was a proud member of Sprinta :)

The classes mainly consist on “developing one’s brand”, in which we worked on achieving total well being. All the activities were designed so that we could improve on the six areas which are mind, body, studies, spiritual, relationship and financial; the facilitators guided us on improving ourselves with the aid of various fun activities, the XY Game was my favorite. Apart from games, we also watched a few movies, Simon Birch and a documentary on Mahatma Gandhi to name a few. There was also this one activity called American Idol (I guess Agrotech Idol is more likely), where every group had to send a representative to sing in front of the crowd *gasps*. I represented my group (and did badly too, haha, sorry guys, it was highly nervewrecking), Cherap represented Syntium, while Joe and Jono each represented Mach 5 and Primax. Joe’s velvety voice took the crowd away easily; it runs in the family I guess, with Bond having the similar voice. I simply adore their talent.

The last night was definitely a blast. We had a barbecue, and the final round of Agrotech Idol was held. This time it was the battle between the winners (remember earlier in the post I said that there were four of five bigger groups?), where Joe was the champion again, that guy definitely has got some voice alright. I got to perform to, with John playing the guitar this time, and I did pretty badly again, haha, I’m so bad with the stage haha. It was a good experience though, facing the crowd, it drained most of my energy supply for the night, haha.

Alright, so I can’t exactly think of more words to type, my brain is nearing tepu condition, hence, I’m going to let the pictures do the talking. Please do enjoy! 


yeah, we love Chi Ku Pang. are you game?

yan & i. need i say more?

look at our mess. mmmmhawhaa :D

& this is what you call financial planning.
i think i might have to seriously consider a part time job. *gigit jari*

durian moments

preparations for Agrotech Idol. Kapitan is officially the hottest emcee on planet earth.
Yan was da bomb!

cheers!

rocking the room!

the most adorable monkey, hands down. isn't he the cutest?
nak bawak baliiiiiik!

with Mr Yunos

with Ms Dot

mandi sungai moment, part one

mandi sungai moment, part two :)

the KDUrians with Kamil from KMB

the scholars form Sunway, with er, Kamil again?

Taylor's

some of us 

all of us :)))

while saying goodbye to Agrotech. I love them the most teehee.

alrighteo! so there it is, a whole post dedicated to the camp. I had a lot of fun learning and exploring immeasurable sense of being. the camp had given me more motivation than i could have ever imagined. i am glad that i was able to attend the camp, despite having to sacrifice one week on the much needed holiday. that was definitely the best camp i have ever been to, hands down.

p/s: & if you have looked, i hope that you've seen the hero that lies within you.
because i certainly did :)

Monday, 23 June 2008

lights will guide you home.

okay so i intended to post a blog on soaring the eagle. i swear to god i did. and i was about to. i've been dragging it for days because i've been trying to catch up with everything.
BUT. yes there is an effing but.
my brother took my laptop for his convenience although he already had it for a week to get his work done. and he didn't get his work done obviously. so he said he wanted to borrow it for another effing week. yes. on my holiday week.
so i said yes. obviously it's because i'm such a dear sister and he is NOT. so i woke up at 2 am last night to transfer the files i needed to his computer, his taskbar-absent computer through the network. i'm not very good with all these computer IT stuff so i asked him, "copy paste je ke?" and he said yes. an effing YES.
and guess what?
i can't friggin access those files! all the MCS stuff and the photos. ohmygod i want to cry.
i can't even do my work now it's so frustrating. and it's so annoying having to think that the club need to raise up 20k for the event. sheesh.
alaaaaa. this is annoying beyond absolute belief.
sure i can use eela's comp, but she hogs it all the time except school hours. i hate this computer grr. whaa rindu laptop :(

i guess a post on the camp will have to wait. again.
so frustrating.

Tuesday, 10 June 2008

we sing, we dance, we steal things.


I CAN'T STUDY
damnit!

cepatlah thursday!

Saturday, 7 June 2008

pillow fights & sleepless nights.

So yeah I decided to blog tonight since, well, I just need to. I should be practicing the chords. Screw that, I should be revising. I have not been productive at all since I came back to shah alam, I am so rest deprived, it’s almost a crime. I have been eating and sleeping a lot this whole week. Gahaha, rest deprived huh? Gila tak sedar diri khamis ade physics and chemistry. Eek.

And I have been worried sick about my university application since I got The List. I mean really, is it necessary to get into an Ivy League? I like being normal thankyouverymuch. I don’t need to be smart and be a show-off. It’s okay kan that out of 20 universities, I qualify to apply to only six? Six. SIX! Hahaha. Screw me. I can go insane talking about this.

I worry too much don’t I?

Is my future job going to be that lucrative that I need to work this hard and worry this much?

*stomp stomp stomp*

 

Okay, I shall confuse myself with the concept of torque now.

Those curly-haired, gay men sure were twisted.