now, where's my jumper?

oh hey. it is approximately 12 midnight, and i have been in front of this laptop for merely an hour and a half, or something like that. i still have my make up on, it's so funny, i feel like a girly girl hahah. had dinner at sheraton, it has been a while since i last went there, which is a good thing because it actually came to the point where i can't stand the food there anymore, but i am glad tonight's spread was famalicious :) at the end of the feast i was practically bloated with little space for oxygen heheh.
trials is officially over oh yay! i have been enjoying myself very, very much these past few days, went to ou on both thursday & friday with collegemates. had sushigroove and congkak on thurs, watched fool's gold on friday. sushigroove was pretty okay, the best thing was the fact that their service was swift, though i hope it was not because we were the only customer heh. however, i still prefer sakae because they have the belt thingy, wherelse at sushigroove, everything has to be ordered and the portion is pretty large, so yeah, kurang skt la that part. & the green tea there isn't foc haha god i feel like a cheapskate. sakae is still the absolute best :) i love!
okay let's sum up the trials alright, because i'm a freakonerd and you know it hahah. maths was okay, i loved maths actually, i even managed to answer mechanics with a tiny bit of pride this time because i could do most of the questions and hopefully i got all of them right too. physics was okay too, i think i did quite good on the first paper, but i certainly need help with practicals, i was having a hard time connecting all the wires and the multi/volt/am/meter whateverschmacallit and the positive/negative terminal, yien had to show me hers. thanks yien, i so love you hehe. now, chem. god, don't even get me started on chem. everytime i finish my chem paper i'd be all "bloody hell!". chemistry and i definitely do not have a chemistry heheh. but i was really dissapointed because i thought the structured questions were supposed to be pretty easy but i couldn't remember most of the answers, so i wrote a shitload of crap and practical paper was a shitload of crap too, i didn't finish the last half of both first and second question, do i even need to point out how badly screwed my chemistry is? geez. i'd be glad to even pass the paper.
but nevermind that, sat is so so so so near! i am supposed to be reading about cultural literacy or US historians slash philosophers slash drama makers sheesh bang bang bang on the keyboard. i will need more than 2000 points if i want to get into stanford, and my critical reading is still dancing below the surface sheeeeeesh kill me. english is so hard :( the results are coming out on may 22nd, that's how efficient the system is, ooooh pls pls pls pray for me. & if may 22nd decides to come in a heartbeat, i hope it will be accompanied with a good news. okay. i'm just going to befriend optimistism and assume there will be a good news. how very lifting. hahah.
til the next post, cheers!

some things never change.

yay, the second post of the night, i'm so proud of myself! although the first post doesn't exactly count heheheh. anyhow, forgive me dear blog, for leaving you into abandonment, you know i did not mean it that way, trials just took the better of me, and i apologise for not being a competent keeper. huuuu.
the mock AS exam is coming to end cheeers,but then again, i'm so much closer to the real AS exam, & the terrifying SAT. it dawned on me that i am far from prepared, so cramping up everything in these few weeks to come is the only option left. straight As, on the other hand is not an option, it is the only option i have i supposed. god hahah, what have i gotten myself into? i want to go to stanford real bad now :(
anyways, my room in pelangi looks different now, the owner was kind enough to provide us with new wooden beds, mattresses about time, ne? and study tables. the study tables are so big, they are much bigger than the one i have back in shah alam, boleh buat conference haha. i'd post some photos but then this pathetic blog keeper does not own a camera and her phone's camera is crappy period, so yeah.
i wish i could write about things that possess some real meaning, or things that can give an impact, but all i can rant about is my daily life. i have got to read more.
& oh,

.happy earth day.

save electricity, save water, save the greens, save earth!

now, back to physics :)

the last 45 candles.

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY

daddy-oh grammy-oh!

it's funny how i just can't help it.
but i guess i'm just complicated that way :)

about a boy who loves a girl

Instructions: : Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
erm. i don't really have an all-time inspiration, but i do look up to oprah & tyra.

2. Have you ever like the same guy again and again, not getting over it?
gagaga.

3. If you were given the chance to change one thing in your country, what would it be?
more means of public trasportations, & efficient ones tooo!

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
rome, pls?

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to run a one of a kind art & science school, in a high-tech, town-like campus :)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
er yes. do you want me to go all physics on that?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
those i lv, my sanity? hahah.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
invest in those bonds stuff to make it grow, share it with family & friends, help out the needy heehee.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
well, it depends, but most probably not kot? agagaga.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
fun, caring, SENGAL, lovable? wakaka, babe, you so have to belanja me for listing down all these good points weh.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
i want a jumper, period. ahaha. okay, fine harapan la kann. someone different, but kind caring lovable beriman independent? all those good traits lah. ahaha you get the point.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
hypocrites, ughhhhhh.

13. What is your ambition?
to earn as much moolah as possible. ahahah.

14. What makes you a happy person now?
the song that i'm listening to, mr barker i love you :))

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
loved ones.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
it's definitely something that i am NOT known for & i don't think i'll ever regard myself as one, but i do like to shop lah, when i have the bucks.

17. Do you believe in miracles?
yeah, they happen. sometimes.

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
agagaga, the part where i become annoying to everyone around me, sorry!

19. If you have a chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
sikit sikit kot, but i do believe that things happen for a reason, so yeah.

20. If you could be a celebrity for a day, who would it be?
gisele? ahahha. okay no friggin idea, none, nada.

i tag those who read this, please buat ok!

drink more milk!

i am currently taking a break from my study marathon, i swear that i am highly precarious right now i could cry and laugh at the same time. chem is killing me, mcm wargh i can't stand it!
it is already almost mid april, and this is my first post of the month. awhh.
alright so let me just briefly note down what has happened so far;

• april fool was nothing like april fool? yeah, but it was muhaimin's birthday, so all of us helped out arfah with the surprise (not so much) party. had wondermilk cupcakes with cookie monster decorated on top and burnt my hair. again. but it was really cool and i liked it a lot (except for the part where my hair got burnt), i want more surprise parties :)
• test test test and more test. and more test test testt testtttttssssssssssss.
  
• had my first guitar class. i honestly did not expect (mr) adi to be that young of age. i was like, er, so you're adi? the first class, though very much awkward, was okay. he asked me whether or not i was okay like a gzillion times. he said that i looked more matured than my age (much to my dissapointment, YES) and sleepy. bencilah, i hate my dark circles. learned the basic major chords, sakit jari okay. hmm but i really really hope that i'll do well in this guitar thing, because i have this huge passion in music, and i want to at least master an instrument lah kan.
• can't remember, oh can't remember at all. i think. i filled this period here with studying, college, complaining, annoying lotsa ppl, screeching, sleeping and eating. oh and answering more tests.
  
• oh yeah, participated in the threads zoo, wanted to make up for the loss from the botb but it turned out that the thing didn't help much. i was high for quite sometime due to god knows what. i was spaced beyond words, i could see everything that happened but i had trouble in distinguishing whether it was a dream or happening in real life. must have been a total annoyance to everyone else, sorry ok plsplspls forgive me and jgn marah pls :)
• stayed in the whole day last thursday (if you don't count in the part where i went to college to attend this talk on university application, on which i bailed on merely 2 minutes later, miahaha) i actually thought the talk was important lah okay, but they did not provide any aids for those going to the states, so off i go! ate a lot on thursday though, macam macam lahh, trials fever heehee.
• OH. and i almost forgot. i watched Evolusi KL-Drift. rempit much? hahah. blame ash for dragging me along. well, the storyline was predictable, and fasha sandha could not be more 'K', i suppose that is a norm for her, but all in all, the movie was okay.
  
• and i also watched 27 dresses, a typical chic flick, girl likes guy A, girl meets guy B, guy A likes someone else, guy B becomes the best friend, girl realises guy A isn't for her, girl falls in love with guy A, they live happily ever after. just the way i like it :D
• and trials just started. had physics practical on friday, i did not have a clue on how to sambung the circuit, i even made up the resistance values. I AM SO NOT READY FOR AS.
  
• but i am now done with islamic studies. yeahhhh babyyy! i thought it would never end.
  

yeah so that's about everything that has happened so far. bosan kan?
hmmph.
i can't wait for SAT and AS to be over.
& i can't wait for aeisyah & chubs to come back!
heeeee.
wish me luck for trials, and everything else, i need it badly.
i have to go break both my legs now, taaa!