like an apple on a tree.

haven't blogged for quite a while, due to ridiculous internet connection pfft, and umm, been occupied with a lot (!) of things. okaaaay, i wanted to do this earlier, butbutbut (read above), hence;

happy belated birthday dyra!

thanks for always being there for me
through the thick
& the thin hehe
i hope you will get everything that you wish for
because i know you deserve it :)
enjoy being legal
18-year-old bstfrnd!
i love youuuu!

&&&

happy belated birthday eela syg!

i love how you can always paint the smiles and laughters on my face.
you're the best sister i could have ever had
& you know that already don't you?
i wish you all the best things in the world sis.
i love youuuu hee.
happy 14th!

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okay.

so now let's talk about what happened yesterday, provided that my clock says it's almost 2 in the morning. had class at 9 until 11, sheesh, woke up pretty early heh. abang picked me up from pelangi at about 11.30, went homeee, (i don't remember what happened here), slept. hahah. woke up at 5-ish, cleaned the house. the cuzzies came by at about 7. ate steamboat (yet again haha). cik ija was there too, eh but it's weird la i prefer kak ija, mwahah. i think she has adjusted lah, she talked more tonight & i think we're growing on her keke. am glad :)
did a little celebration for ayah zie, as it is his birthday today & get this, he has two birthdays, isn't that odd? sang happy birthday at midnight, ate the cakeee, & here i am now.
mid term exam is coming in a week's time, am scaaaaaaaaared! i do, afterall, have to make sure that i get a minimum B for every single subject. & chem is killing me. sighh. okay okay. have been studying more lately (relatively more la hehe), which i am very very proud of heehee. i really, really do want to do better in my studies, i think that is what living with highly intelligent smart hardworking people do to you. they make you want to be better, so that you could at least be at par with them. please please please, i need this to work out, i need to be better, badly.
hmm. i think i like the single 'with you' from chris brown heheh. & oooh i love a fine frenzy too, thankyou last fm keke.

alrighty then, time for bed. cheeeerios!

i have been wondering for quite sometime, but now i'm satisfied to have realised that you didn't deserve any of it.

two

semester two has began. mwahah that sounded like star wars lord of the rings kind of stuff. haha. okayyyy. so yeah, college has reopened people. such misery for me. & it's been quite a week. went to college on monday, checked the timetable; saturday classes.

LIKE HONESTLY? ON FRIGGIN SATURDAYS? PEOPLE SLEEP ON SATURDAYS OKAY?

pffft. it's bad enough that i dread attending thinking skills lah ok, but on saturdays? darn. i thought that maybe they would change our thinking skills classes to a different day HINT: WEEKDAY but noooooo, they still want us to wake up early on saturdays. thursdays are quite packed, but i get a lot of breaks on every other day. no 8 o'clock classes, which means allocation for cab fare is going to increase hehe. pfft. hmmm, but i don't quite fancy the new timetable, saturday classes aside (that, i despise sgt oh so very friggin effing much). i get shorter hours, but i have to stay in college longer. am not used to late classes anymore since my classes used to end at 3 at most last sem. & get this, i have classes on friday afternoons, from 230-530. hahahah. best kan? the best timetable ever, seriously. ekh.
& there are stories frm pelangi too. apparently, my house is actually, er pretty spooky. a few "things" happened, so i'm kind of takut. taknak ever duduk sorang dekat pelangi ok. but hopefully it will be okay, insyallah.
okayyyy, & it seems that dr chia does not really approve on having the battle of the bands in her college, we're all very much disturbed by it, but what to do kan? so now, it's either we call it off or we have to find some place else to hold the event. i really want to make this happen, but i have to say it's really hard to do so. plusplusplus, my mid term exam is on the 28th & i haven't started studying. so much to do, so little time.
suddenly i can't wait to go to the us. eheh cepat cepatla pls.

as snow falls on desert sky.

this entry is especially for joyce chia siew lyn :D

dearest jo,
i can't give you gerard or any of your mychemicalromance obsession for your birthday
butbutbutttt,
i did try my hardest & looked for the best mychem song to dedicate to you
heehee.

so here goes,
demolition lovers!

babe,
you have been a great awesome cool friend.
i hope you will get everything that you wish for.
i wish you the very best okay lv?
friends forever!

you know i love you,
xs & os,
amy!

pull my strings just for a thrill.

i didn't know they have released a video of this song.

definitely an all time fave (:

today was okay. went to pyramid with mama, wanted to buy a few things for college. told myself to buy strictly tshirts only since that is all that i ever, ever wear. excuse me for being less than a fashionista mwahah. wasn't much of a success though, i didn't really like the prints, whoahh i want pull & bear! please, please, please pretty please? so ended up buying a top from mng & a 7/8 khakis from pa. they were on sale, so yeah, nasib baik, since i don't have a fortune to spend. sigh. i hate it when i'm penniless during sales, but then again, it happens everytime. hahah.
am bringing neko to the vet tomorrow, for a bath and the usual hygiene stuff, i have no idea what they are going to do with him. pity that adorable little creature, he has cuts & bruises everywhere, been brawling a lot i guess.

adorable, ne?

chasing you down.

did a bit of blog hopping & browsed through bloggers profiles, guess whose blog i stumbled upon? haha okay am not telling. but forgive me god, i could die from laughing right now mwahaha. darn, i feel so bad. oh well.


figured that love is so underrated, why do people always associate love with being a couple, anyway? honestly hmmph. this irks me.


i wish someone would sing this & actually mean it.

blank canvas.

i welcomed 2008 in a rather humble way. waited in front of my house a few minutes before the clock hits 12 midnight with jo abang eela & watched the fireworks that were ongoing from every direction possible. tm concert was ongoing at the stadium & they did fireworks as well, though it wasn't all that grand. today is january 2nd & college is starting very, very soon. i know it's cliched, but oh my time flies, doesn't it? before you know it i'll be saying "next year will be my 50th". reality spank hm?
& i thought of summing up 2007 in here, with all the intricate details, how it began, what i did along the way, how it ended, the changes i went through. i don't have anything inspirational to say, nor do i have anything special to embark on. i know what it has been, exciting, with happy sad tearful angry diabolic embarassing surprising unexpected memorable moments. every other year has been transitional, since i know i grow up every year, i've became more mature than i used to 5 years ago, just like everybody else. it's just that perhaps in 2007, the number on the scale was a little bit higher. i became more independent since i no longer live with parents dearest. i learned toleration, & i learned to compensate. i learned that sometimes it's better to shut up rather than speak up, people can surprise you & not necessarily in a good way & i learned that no matter where i am, i should never forget where i've been. i learned to adapt, remember & let go, but most importantly i learned not to let temptation, envy & persuasion take me over.
to me, a new year is like a blank canvas, and the individual is the artist. something new will be painted, but there will always be something significant that will relate the painting to the others. you can never run from who you are, but you can always improvise on it. don't be afraid to make a few changes if you want to, perhaps use a different tone of colours this time, draw something abstract instead of houses & flowers, because your strokes will always be the same & if you've been using your right hand to paint, it'll remain that way. see? changes can occur without changing everything. haha, i hope the analogy make sense :)
so yeah, what do i want to fill my canvas with? i have a lot of hopes & dreams & whatnot just like everybody else. so, let's just cut this short lah ok? i want to be a better person, from every aspect lah ok. smarter, thinner, nicer, more determined, less emotional, more successful, haha, the typical ones, to be exact.
well, let's just hope that the painting will turn out alright, okay?

the next door opens.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

may 2008 brings us the best of the best from its store.
have the most memorable & gleeful year ahead!