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i think my blog looks very very unorganised. hence the new layout. heheh. but this layout should be temporary, i'm going to look for a nicer one. that is, unless my laziness gets the better of me. & am trying not to put too many smileys as they make my blog looks unorganised. gagaga.
it's aidiladha alrdy! god, time is passing by so fast. cik, ayah zi & them cousins came over for a visit just a few hours back to celebrate. tok we, ayah di, ayah li & his wife were supposed to come too, but a few things happened so it was just the usual cik's family & mine at the gathering. not so much of a gathering pun, we do it all the time anyway.
mama woke me up super duper early today, i could have sworn that i wanted to cry right there & then hahah i feel like such a brat now. she wanted me & eela to accompany her to the pasar, which i haven't been to since ages. it kind of sucked that abang was not home since he was the one who would usually accompany mom, you know, to carry the heavy stuffs & what not. saw a lot of old men at the pasar today, & i think it is somewhat adorable lah, old, men, shopping for groceries at the local market. quite a combination, no? the sight of all these old men reminded me of my late grandfather, hmm. i miss him.
ohh, i miss a lot of things now, i think. hahah, godd am so friggin emotional. i should try & change that hahah. i should put "less nostalgic moments" as one of my new year's resolutions haha. & oooh, a better looking blog too.
i am leaving for pd tomorrow with the fam for a short vacation. about time eh? i desperately need one. it's okay that it's only pd i guess, it's still a break, so yeah, i don't mind (:
butbutbuttttt, i still want to go to sunway lagoon though heheh.
well, alright then, am already sleepy & plus i have to wake up early tomorrow. another early day! i alrdy have the paintball photos & will post them later, promise! til then, taaaa :D