down to the core

i have never realised that boiling water smells so good.

i am a huge green tea addict. i really am. i'd feel unfulfilled without green tea, any day given. hahah. gl hiperbola. but yeahh. i wonder if it is bad sometimes, but i can't help loving green tea, it is my fave after air kosong (see, i'm very modest kan, fave drink pun air kosong hahah). i so lovelovelove the person who invented green tea (of jasmine type, especially).
audition for botb is tomorrow, and i'm nervous, excited, worried, etc, you get the point. & i can't wait for it to be over, that will be a load off the chest. i hope everything will turn out alright, plsplspls pray for me, i'd love you for a lifetime :)
i thought i had a lot to say, but hmm. i don't know what to type now hahah.
i feel very weird lately lah tapi. i get this sinking feeling constantly, i get moody and all sappy and sad hahah, god i feel like a drama queen. pls lah ayms, you have got to grow up.
i guess i have been a lot of things lately too. haha, i miss all those i remembers i wrote in my last entry.
& i really really want to have a watergun fight. macam foooh best. but i have no one to play with. how sad is that?
okay non-PMS mode :)
i'm starting my guitar lessons on april 6th. my teacher's name is adi, sounded very nice on the phone, he totally laughed with me when i apologised for calling him like for the gzillionth time, i hope he really is nice though, because yeah, i can be a dumbo when it comes to all these so called high tech (!) instruments, like the guitar. ahaha, how ketinggalan can a girl be. i hope he has a high level of patience too, alamak takut pulak all of the sudden. i just don't want to look stupid :(
i had a chem test last tues, scored pretty okay too, but i wasn't satisfied because the questions were the exact same questions that he gave in the handouts. doesn't really affirm that i understand chem now, does it? i really wish that i have this genius, intelligent brain that is able to absorb any given information. so that i can actually do science.
sometimes i wish i could just become a wedding planner. at this point the temptation is crucial, but i had my choices back then didn't i? and i chose this. so yeah, i guess i have got to make the best of it. at least i don't have to suffer in stillettoes haha. not at all near my favourite footwear list. not at all.

i wish i could smell like boiling water.

& with that, i bid you fellas a warm goodbye.
thanks for reading this little (most of the time, odd) pieces of my
brainy (most of the time with sesunguts) thoughts.