near to you.

i really, really want to change my template lah, but blogger's templates are just so dull and i am so not in the mood to hop from one site to another to look for a nice template. malas lah.
just watched alvin & the chipmunks, the most adorable thing on planet earth! i especially love theodore, he is just so effing adorable!
oooh, i really miss weekends. weekends do come lah kan actually, that is inevitable literally because there is no way we can control the time and let the weekends dissapear like kapoooof! all of the sudden, but i don't really get weekend-like weekends these days. i was so restless today (well, actually it's yesterday bcs it's already 2 am now but yeah, you get the point right?), i could not do anything productive at all. and i was so emotional when i listened to songs that are not even sad pun, i don't get the way my brain works sometimes. sigh.
and i feel like i haven't been much of a good friend lately, i rarely ring dyra and joyce anymore bcs of the hectic schedule and stuff. i'm sorry guys.
so yeahh. i hate to say that i'm stressed out; egocentric and all; but i so very terribly am. with tests, minimum grades, personal statement, AS, and the neverending drama. honestly, a girl can handle only one too many conflicts la ok? and i can't really say anything about how much i don't want to care about these unnecessary conflicts since they are bende bodoh je, but i don't know why and how i ended up having to put my nose in all these irrelevant matters.
foooooof okay change of topic now. i went to pyramid today, my opinion on it still stands, i just don't like it there. the shops are okay lah, they have springfield anyway (super duper yummy shoes!) but i give a zero on layout. pening gila lah.
eishh. now i feel like jotting down i remembers :)
so okay. i remember:

1. walking in the rain with aeisyah & chub.
2. kene kejar by monkeys in penang with my brother.
3. getting Ds for science and maths in form 2.
4. hockey baby, yeahh!
   
5. rooftop terbakar.
6. kitar semula.
7. mtv's you're my love kamikaze advert, that was hilarious!
8. senario's lap lip lap lip lap song. hahahah.
9. sinar 2005, my pride :)
10. clake & heart, hahah, taktau kenape, takde point betul.
11. cheeky girls, omg haha.
12. this one time when i tied my kain sembahyang's knot too tightly that i couldn't get it off me after hajat prayer at school. that was so embarrassing.
    
13. oral bahasa mase form 2. sarah was so hilarious, she sounded like a pure indon, i still remember how hard it was to restrain myself from laughing. pn zuraida pun gelak ok. it was that bad haha.
14. the bun that i had to wear during merdeka's celebration, and that awful, awful blue eyeshadow. and all the blisters from the heels. erk.
15. how bad i cried when i lost my camera :(
16. nasi goreng sri permata. sedap gilaa okay!
17. this one time when everybody cried after hearing that a meteor is about to hit earth. shazwan was like, lets all get on the plane and head to down under. hahah. we're still here now, so i guess the meteor decided not to come for a visit :)
18. recording a brand new day.
19. confronting muffin in front of the whole class. where the hell did i get the drive to do so?
    
20. 1.5 year. that was really the best of the best. hehe.
21. dengue, it was awful, but i felt so loved lah mase tu hahah. gedik.

that's about it for now. hahah. stupid stuff huh? but they are all sugar, spice and everything nice. i treasure every moment of it heehee.

sigh. such a solitary moment :(
i could seriously use a bear hug. & a long phone conversation.
please.
but am guessing it's too much for a wish huh?
guess it is.