somewhere in between.

having remote controls for everything is a disadvantage. trust me. it really is. i spend at least 10 minutes looking for my remote controls everytime i am in shah alam. seriously, a lot can be done in 10 minutes, and i can assure you that searching high and low for small so-called sophisticated electronics is not worth wasting that much of time.
or maybe it is just a sign that i should be cleaning up the never ending mess in my room. ugh, but then i still hate having to look for all my remote controls, it is so annoying. why does everything have to be controlled from far anyway?

okay maybe remote controls are meant for lazy people like me. but then lazy people don't really clean up their rooms right?

the point is, i need bigger remote controls. sigh.

whowww. none of you have the idea of how glad i am that college is over for the week (sadly, only for the week, i have college on monday, friggin again). i seriously feel that my life is way unorganised and that everything is out of place. now, isn't that pretty normal, heh. but it is so serabut lah.
AS is sooooo close. soo close, i can feel the heat babeeee!
i have been sick for a few days now but whatever, i know that the hormones are to be blamed, i hate how unstable my body can be at times when i need it to be stable. which is practically all the time. i didn't attend classes on friday because i thought that i should get some proper rest. felt a whole lot better in the afternoon, so i went out with the girls. watched martian child with ash while the rest watched jumper. it is such an irony that a lot of movies these days are potraying father-child bonding, hmm. well the word irony was probably a bit out of place there. well maybe not to me.
whatever it is, i'm still down with flu, my voice is very very husky right now, it is so funny.

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so right, am just going to jot down a few things that happened this week. spend a few hours of the night (more like morning actually, but morning/night? i don't really have a clue) at the Uni Hospital because Lau was sick. had to call a cab at 3 in the morning since arfah brought back the car and get this, i don't think any of the guys will survive if an earthquake strike because they sleep as if they are already six feet under. ash and i banged on the door of the 5th floor unit like two phsychotics and none of them had the urge to wake up? i need not mention the number of phone calls i made. one word, two syllables. hope. less. but then it amuses me to the bones when i think about it. haha.
Uni Hosp was an experience. i think their medical officers should seriously revise on ethics. the officer attending to lau was really rude, he actually told her not to act like a child since it was 4 in the morning. i was like, excuse me, we're all here at 4 in the morning you idiot. we need our sleep too, and obviously your crankiness isn't helping. urghhh. after all the commotion, this is so hiperbola beyond belief, we took the cab back to the condo. reached there at about 6 and hit the bed.

oooh. and azree turned 19 on feb 27th. bought him an ALI t-shirt as a present, shared with the girls. we gave it to him at midnight, saw his room, omfg, our room looks like a shipwreck compared to his. pengsan sikit. nevertheless, happy 19th birthday azree, i wish you all the best things in the milky way ((:

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suddenly i have a lot to talk about lah pulak kan. so now i want to talk about marriages. mwahah. okay no. actually i want to talk about realtionships leading to marriages. i figured that it is a pretty sensitive issue but i also think that there is nothing wrong with putting my thoughts here.

right. okay. so now.

i think that some people should really cool down on putting marriage as a goal to their relationships. excuse me that i don't put marriage as a priority in my life, at least not right now. i will probably get married in my late 20s that is, if i ever do haha and that should be about 10 years from now. 10 years. a lot can happen in 10 minutes, think of what massive changes can happen in 10 years. and that is why i think that some of the school/college couples should not get too excited about ending up together.
now, now. don't get me wrong okay. i am not indicating that i do not want the relationship to work out. as a matter of fact, i will give my best to make it work. i just don't want to put too much of hope, and seriously, i don't plan. if it works out, then yayy! but if it does not, then what can we do about it right? leave it be.
at this age, there are still so many things that we have not seen, so many corners that we have not explored, and we have only met so few people. there are huge possibilities of meeting other people, it is a big world afterall and it does not only revolve around us. how can u make a significant someone as your world already when you have not been to other parts of it? i understand how everyone desires to love and to be loved oh geeeez but do not get carried away. besides, should anything happen, it will hurt less if we do not put too much hopes on it. hmm.

right then. i actually had a lot to say but considering the fact that i am not in a very healthy condition, i decided to surrender to the calling of my pillow. i also have the feeling that mr writer's block has arrived for a visit, so cheerios! will write more sooooon, promise :)